F- Fear

Throughout the years, you have been someone.
I couldn’t understand.
You appeared whenever you felt it was right.
Someone who was there when least expected.
Don’t know whether to call you friend or foe.
You presence sent shivers down my spine.
And you won’t bother to move even a line.
I stood in front of you, strong and tall.
Sometimes I survived, alas but times I couldn’t.
I thought I could challenge you, control you.
But you were the master, stronger than ever.
I looked for ways but there was no way out.
Crushed I was under the weights of your power.
I dialed for help, but alas it was a failure.
Wish I could control, wish I had power.
Just so I wish, I could just walk away.